February 16th, 2010

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Ok this is obviously in regards to the elusive friendship that has been mentioned on here a few times. 
Dont want to go into too much detail cuz ill be here all night! LOL.
But just know this, I miss him more than i ever thought possible. and i hate him in a way that i didnt think i ever could. But i still love him more than i know i should.
I havent spoken to him properly in years but because there was no closure that feeling will just sit there and fester until i know that what happened was for a reason.